This is the end.
Today, after 5 years of going steady with you, i have decided to call it off.
Don't think that just because you are going through a low phase, i am chickening out. I don't mind you losing to him , be it ocassionally or often. It wouldn't have mattered if i could have atleast seen you fighting it out, like the warrior you used to be, that i so aesthetically worshipped and loved. Last time you did it, i thought i should give you another chance. Probably it was one of those bad days. You are human afterall. But this time you have left me ashamed and shattered. I can't go on defending you in front of this world forever. Especially now that i have myself started doubting you.
What happens to you when you see him? Why do you suddenly become this docile lamb ? Your legs stop moving , your face turns white and your body starts betraying fear. FEAR. That is something i never thought could overpower you. You know when i saw you for the first time , what pulled me towards you? Your eyes. They exuded fearlessness, a promise to bring the world to me. I knew you were the one. And soon the roller coaster ride began.
I can't deny that you have given me the best moments of my life. And i couldn't have loved you more for it. Those round the world trips with you were sheer adrenaline. France, Australia, England, America. I couldn't have asked for more. You kept all your promises, fulfilled all my desires. I couldn't have been more proud of you.
It wouldn't have mattered if he was actually better than you. But he is NOT. And this is my problem. People often say 'i could have done that' or 'i should have been number one', but that makes absolutely no sense. If you have it in you , prove it. Show it to the world.
Now i would have to tell you something which i am afraid would break your heart. Yes, it is him. The one who haunts you day and night and the one who is your biggest rival . I know you have suspected it for some time. But please understand that i couldnt help it. It just happened.
Well by the time I am finished with this letter, you would have lost the Wimbledon and of course me.
Your loving fan
Tanaya
12 comments:
Hahahha!
ROTFL
You noticed it too? I'm not a tennis follower or anything. Absolutely no idea. But I chanced to see this particular match. And I agree with your sentiment. Though not exactly. Just look at the way he looked at the winner, and you have all the answers.
Alok, this post was written when Federer was two sets down and rains had interuppted the match..i cant tell you what a blow it is for someone who swears by him to see him crumble like that.
So the heat of the moment might have made me a bit too harsh on him.
But the next 2 sets were heavenly and might even force me to think about a patch up ;)
But do you really think he crumbled?
From my viewing of the match, I don't think so.
Heheh, this is futile, discussing sportspeople and their actions. But what the heck! :D
Oh come on,the way he played the first two sets was definitely the worse tennis i ve seen him play
and if u are no. 1 ,the expectations would be high..plus I have become so used to seeing him win that perhaps that looked like crumbling.!
P.S. this discussion makes absolutely no sense ;)
This place hasn't been updated since a month!
Your blog feels famished. :D
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation..
;)
Go watch Love Story 2050.
It gave a lot of inspiration. To my stomach. To throw up.
check out dark knight..
its divine!
Already did. <3
that was funny.................
really..
thanks..but you know whenever i start writing ,i hardly do so with intentions of making it funny..but it eventually always ends up on a humourous note..
but as i read somewhere-
"don't be serious ,be sincere" ;)
At first I was shocked seein the title.. :)
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